{Me}

boredchic
22 years on earth

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i've figured out the reason why i can't be a lawyer.

i hate memorising.

whenever i see that thick stack of notes staring at me, i get a phobia. and i was reading about the family court in my soci notes. there's this pretty long article abt the family court. hey, i'm not a lawyer, don't make me go through the ordeal of reading about courts. anyway i gave up reading it only towards the end. this only goes to show my great wilpower.

a family court is a place where divorce takes place. i've never been to a family court before, thankfully. e frightful scenerio of them threatening to divorce still fills me with trepidation. perhaps it might have been better for all of us if they went their separate ways, but then again, it might have made things worse. i know there's no love between them anymore, only hate, and it doesn't feel good to know that u're partly e reason why u're making 2 ppl who have no love for each other to hold on still. sometimes i find that holding on makes all of us even more miserable. he's still in debt and both are trying so hard to let us have a normal life.

no matter wad, i love them both.

life's really full of ups and downs, sometimes too painful for me to deal with. it's amazing how a family crisis can sculpt ppl, at least it sculpted me to wad i am today. i might not be fantastic in studies but at least i'm much more street smart den most ppl, know how to differentiate ppl. it taught me the skills of surviving in this competitive world.

though my life might not seem to be the best to others, it is to me already. i render experience as my most impt asset in life. hardships don't daunt me, coz i believe u need hardships to learn. somehow i've learnt to take things in my stride and one thing for sure is...

having ur family's support is most impt to keep u going strong.

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