{Me}

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22 years on earth

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my neighbour blasts webcasts and music at weird times of the day.

aaarrrgggghhhhh!!!!!!!

i can't concentrate now, i feel like sleeping and sleeping and sleeping...

3 more papers to go, all soci modules. i think i'll most probably die. yes, die once again. but it's ok since i've died before so many times in NUS. NUS simply sux.

sushi tei + breadtalk = splendid!

sweetness before my paper today. wahh. stupid me went off to the library without telling him and caused him to wait for me outside my room for 15 mins. oops. but thankfully he wasn't angry. phew! but it wasn't my fault! he didn't say he was coming my room first! i told him to meet at MPSH! but nevertheless, yummy lunch!

tired and sick of studying. i can't go for char's birthday party coz i need to study. boohoo!!

i realised, exam stress makes me whiny.

now stop whining!!!

8:48 PM
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you don't have to hold anything, just hold on to my hand.

*meltz*

9:35 PM
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i'm surfing random blogs when i should be studying now. help. i'm so ill-disciplined. i'm running out of time and yet i'm doing this kind of stupid stuff.

ok back to my books!! i hope i can concentrate!

bleah..

10:44 PM
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babies are the most innocent and adorable creatures on earth!! that is, when they're not crying in the middle of the night or early in the morning.

but still i love babies! yay!!

and i believe i can do well for exams this time round! coz my darling is with me! *blushes*

cheer up darling! let's work hard together!!

i heard from grandma my bro is already depositing money into his joint account with his gf. that's it man. i won't see him anymore these few years. he's too busy trying to please his future in-laws that he doesn't even have the time to bother about his own family. and yes, i have strong objections towards his gf, though she's nice. coz she's selfish by keeping my bro at her place for ALL weekends. he doesn't even come home, coz she pleads with him to stay when he needs to leave. even my grandma doesn't see him often. he sees my parents once a year. and i'm just reminded i haven't seen him for at least a month. WAH. see how selfish they are. they're simply living in a world of their own, or rather, the girl wants him to live in her world. wtf. once they really get married, i swear that i would have lost a brother. even his friends said so. terrible kid. if the girl's parents think he is filial, just because he is staying with his grandma, i say NO. NO NO NO. he stays with her but doesn't talk to her, doesn't stay home often or make any effort to talk to her. he is filial, only to the girl's parents. that's why they see him as filial. the day when i will lose my brother is nearing.....

things are getting better as days go by. and this strengthens us more each day. in time to come, we'll be able to fully comprehend each other's world. but obviously not to the extent whereby i will give up my own family for his. and we fully understand this.

career and family. which would you choose? i choose the latter over the former, so did he.

i'm not saying i will give up a career completely to start a family. i would want some degree of success in my career, and to start a career before i get married. but i would not let it hinder my search for a happy family.

1:11 AM
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You Are a Peacemaker Soul

You strive to please others and compromise anyway you can. War or conflict bothers you, and you would do anything to keep the peace. You are a good mediator and a true negotiator. Sometimes you do too much, trying so hard to make people happy. While you keep the peace, you tend to be secretly judgmental. You lose respect for people who don't like to both give and take. On the flip side, you've got a graet sense of humor and wit. You're always dimplomatic and able to give good advice. Souls you are most compatible with: Warrior Soul, Hunter Soul and Visionary Soul

What Kind of Soul Are You?

8:48 PM
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lemongrass does wonders!! yippee!!

happy happy happy!!!

bored, tired and sick of studying...

but still this is my highest chance to do the best throughout my life in nus.

help lar!!!

royston tan created this film called 'mother'. one word to describe: touching

it's only a few min clip but the impact of the clip..drove the whole lt to tears.

i'm tired. sleep is never enough though i sleep 12 hrs a day.

10:33 PM
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i had a sex talk with a few of my friends last night. don't get me wrong, no intimate details were given, just views on us towards this 'sensitive' issue. it's not wrong to talk about it as long as u're not openly doing it in public. but i read that people in UK enjoy "dogging", where they have sex with different people in public, under prying eyes, and you are free to join them. but it's not illegal there, coz there has been no complaints from the public so far, though the government has noted this issue. so horny people, go there and try it out man.

ok...back to sex talk...

males have a higher sex drive than female (that's for sure!). males yearn for the physical contact, they enjoy the pleasure of being touched, and touching as well. it excites their little brother down there. when their little brother gets excited, they get even hornier. hence, they ask for sex from their gfs. so if the gal agrees, they have sex. if the guy is single, he goes out to clubs, picks some random girl up and have a night of fun. or perhaps he would juz drop by to geylang for a great time. alternatively the guy can juz "spank the monkey" himself. ie. masturbate. (i picked this term from cleo!) that is to satisfy the male sex drive.

now why do bfs ask for sex from their gfs?

reason 1 being they are curious about their little brother down there. they wonder what it is like to satisfy their buddy. in short, they are curious about sex.

reason 2 will be that they want their gfs to submit to them. as you can see, singapore being such a conservative society, a girl's chasity is deemed more precious than a guy's. hence being able to get the girl to sleep with him would make him real high. they have got what they wanted, being superior to the female.

now why should girls not submit to their bfs requests for sex?

reason 1 being a guy who truly loves you would not force you to have sex. he respects you. he would wait for you to be ready.

reason 2 is that he would want more sex after the first time. it becomes addicitve and you get engaged in a sexual relationship.

reason 3 would be that relationships might change. never let him domineer you. ok well, maybe coz i despise girls who are domineered by their other half. remember i'm a feminist.

therefore, a caution to the girls out there, never give yourself to your guy completely, unless you're really ready to commit, and you are sure he is as well. and i can assure u that most guys have asked their gfs for sex at our age. survey done on it.

in my opinion, i think men are juz to eager to satisfy their little buddy, therefore they want sex. according to some field research, males have the highest sex drive between 19-21. so that why i said most of us girls have been asked that question now.

juz my own opinions. not targetting at anyone or whatever. hope you enjoyed the sex talk.

2:39 PM
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