{Me}

boredchic
22 years on earth

*loves:

*loathes:
BOREDOM

sisi
sheer
xying
bik
cheryo
jocie
SGN

 

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a simple negligence
a simple oversight
led to the emotional distraught

a simple sorry
cannot compensate for the pain suffered

the loss of a life
we mourn for it
the cost of it can never be paid off simply with money

the elites, we wonder, are they really fit to be the elites?

10:13 PM
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please pray for me that i will get the other job which sounds more promising and exciting! tomorrow's the interview! oh no i'm getting excited!!!

11:32 PM
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if only i could get out of this company soon.
if only work was more interesting.
if only i had countless hours on my hands to sleep.
if only you could stop shouting at me for nothing.
if only i didn't have to pay my tuition fee loan.
if only i could just disappear from this place.
if only people could find endless joy in everything they do.

random thoughts.

9:40 PM
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how long was it when u met your friends from teenage years and went "those were the days..."? i miss those days, days when we created havoc, window shopped like nobody's business, and curse and swear like there was no tomorrow.

now, totally grown up and matured and no longer do we think about what to do when you don't hand in your work, or where to hang out after school. we think about life and what lies ahead of us.

responsibility, something which we all have to fulfil, towards ourselves, family and friends.

i don't regret having to grow up at a tender age, neither do i blame anyone for having to suffer back then. but i do miss one person who used to be like a mother to me.

nostalgia.

12:58 AM
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this week has been relatively packed! *beams* nice chats over dinner and plenty of work to rush earlier this week. but i enjoyed it! beats having nothing to do. i've got 2 dates this week! one of them fulfilled and another one today! yay! i can't wait!

it's so boring to be stuck at work with nothing to do. thankfully the fact that today's friday is a great consolement. and i'm even more excited over my interview next week! wheeee!!! sometimes i just can't wait to get out of this company. not that it sux, the people are really pretty nice, but still, i feel it's an insult to my degree coz i'm doing things which doesn't require much effort and thinking. and admin work certainly isn't my forte since i tend to fall asleep when i do too much admin.

spice up my life, work is too boring.

1:50 PM
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when actions speak louder than words, no amount of explaining yourself will help.
when you try to portray yourself as the fillial one, how true it is shows when you appear only at those designated times.

disappointed with the things you have done, disappointed with the duty you have not fulfilled, disappointed with the way you have been trying to run away from things, disappointed with the way you have been shifting and csating aside your real responsibility.

i don't deny the other side is treating you better and perhaps you feel more warmth when you are there. but i feel that we should be there for our own kin when a problem arises, and not seek shelter at another person's home. how many years have i carried this burden and responsibility for you? i think it's time you took it back. no amount of persuading nor scolding nor reasoning seem to penetrate your mindset coz your mind is saturated with those devilish thoughts.

i have lost you, and i need to seek you back. i wish to seek you back, but the future seems bleak.

10:50 PM
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it's been a long time since i went online or even blogged. please pardon me coz i do not have any internet access at home and i am blocked from certain sites in the office. therefore i can only check my email.

life has been particularly smooth sailing. no major events or anything, pretty boring actually. met up with a couple of friends lately and reminicised about the past. commencement is over as well, haven't got a chance to see them yet. went for the baby's birthday party and unfortunately, it wasn't as great as expected.

anyway here's some pics from previous times.

baby clovis on the left, and baby jayden on the right. don't they just look so adorable?

on the night of the sister's wedding dinner at pearl river palace. the food was splendid!

this is the bracelet that the bf made for me. price sponsored by me, and workmanship sponsored by him. and he did it according to this book he has. but still it looks very much pretty!

ok back to work. sigh. how i wish it's friday!

1:36 PM
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