{Me}

boredchic
22 years on earth

*loves:

*loathes:
BOREDOM

sisi
sheer
xying
bik
cheryo
jocie
SGN

 

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my pink nails make me happy coz they look so cheerful. bright colours brightens up one's day! i have add more colours to myself.

it's tiring to be shopping for MY OWN present(yes the bf still owes me my birthday present). he just wants me to get something myself and claim the money back from him. SIGH. he told me to get a bag, since i've been looking for nice bags, but i can't find any nice ones around! any nice recommendations? i want something's that's classy.

it's great to be meeting up with old friends, people you haven't been seeing for awhile. it's even better to bump into someone you've been missing for so long and she says she's been keeping herself up to date about you through surfing your profile in friendster(coz she doesn't have my msn or email, her only means is friendster). it's pretty heartwarming to know a friend(a true one) has been pretty much interested in your life and really looks excited to bump into you. she even said she wanna go back to zouk so she can see me since we always bump into each other at zouk and we've both quit clubbing. now that's the kind of people who deserve to be called a friend. thank you angie!

i've been thinking of the people who have crossed my path since i was young, and thinking about who deserves to be missed by me. frankly speaking, i'm already tired of some of them, and i don't think i should even bother myself with them. here's a brief summary of the people who had/have been around for me since my secondary school days.

DHS volleyball girls:
i suppose only abt 5 of us are still interested in keeping in touch with each other. i suppose you would know who you are without me naming you, but for convenience sake, they are xy, wt,bt, eileen and me. the rest have disappeared, or found a cave to hibernate in. thanks to these girls who have made life in DHS so fulfilling. lousy results made me think twice about having chosen DHS, but if i wasn't there, i wouldn't have gotten these wonderful girls who still drop me a sms or msn when they're free. the recent gathering just felt great, being around people you have grown up with.

DHS 4F'00:
a fun loving class with a bunch of wonderful people. though perhaps the only people i still talk to are Asther, Seming and Huishi(the rest have wonderfully disappeared without a trace), the reast of the class still remains part of my memories. the bunch of 5, boony, char, Ast, Px and me, i suppose will remain pretty much a memory. that very last meet up with the 4 of us had probably left me with a very negative impression. it seems as though taking a different path results in ostracisation. perhaps only me and Ast are interested in each other's lives, the other 2 seemed only interested in their 'sixsome' and CS materials, completely oblivious to their surroundings. there were certainly more things we could talk about, rather than listen to the wonderful thing they are studying and their wonderful friends over there. not even the single bit of effort was made to engage all of us in the conversation. simple smses or msns were also absent, not to mention the lack of initiative to meet up over recent years. like i mentioned, only Ast is still interested in my life, dropping a call when she was in my school. like i said, they are memories, and memories are things of the past.

TJC Volleyball team:
new stage of life, with new things to learn. hung around often at the vball table during breaks and running away from "contact time" with wy to parkway for lunch. criticising of fung happened everywhere, with fung lowering his head each time gl raised her voice. skipping classes kinda became a norm, trainings til late and the setting up of the net at the eerie hall, where i stumbled upon some offerings there. stories like "tian mi mi", "best friends" was used to describe people and scenarios. but nevertheless, i never liked the school, only the people are nice. perhaps to date, only gl, wy and some of the boys are still catching up with me. the rest have wonderfully disappeared too, but that doesn't matter. only the best ones are for keeps.

CPF Buddies:
we all came from TJC, yet we only know each other after jc days. only jp remains contactable, and i remember our funny times where we made stupid jokes and did stupid things, like leaving our slipper in the rain.

TPJC buddies:
the sicko family! and the bunch of crazy boys, mass pon of class, and pool after school. life was completely fun, trying to escape henry low's prying eyes. and i miss angie, my partner-in-crime.

TH buddies:
quite a few of them, having stayed at 3 different places during my 3 years there. sheer and sisi and b4 boys with our drinking parties which resulted in "diving" on energizer. loy and jiang and bik, with abundant gossipping, and the trips to JB. and definitely my clubbing kakis SGN and Giam who are no longer in hall. weekly wed nights drinking til we go mad. no wonder people say uni life is the best. it's fun.

Infineon babes:
the 2 girls, company transport back to tampines, all those funny things we joke about, how can i ever forget. life at infineon would have been a torture without them.

lastly, my the bestest friend cum boyfriend. no need to describe. period.

8:37 PM
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i am now officially a fresh graduate! yay! but this marks the end of school days. *sobz* but thankfully results were better than expected and it's e best in all my life in NUS! but it's still not those splendid kind of results though, coz As are usually out of reach for me. haha. but the bf did exceptionally well this sem! all thanks to my tender loving care! yay!

days are going to get even more boring. i'm still finding a job, sigh. i presume no one would wanna employ me, given that the bitch from kellyservices looked down my my Sociology degree by asking: what's that? she ought to be shot for not knowing such an interesting field of study. i must say she's been living in a cave for her whole life.

this week's been pretty eventful. met up with the girls from sec school volleyball days, and a ktv session, and wonderful sessions with the kungfu baby and head shaking baby. all these are making me whine about not wanting to start work.

i'm so bored. i can kill the thousands of ants which are crawling past me.

4:37 PM
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i'm utterly disappointed, by the fact that i am ALWAYS wrong, and that i DESERVED it. you are simply too blinded by your own ego to see from other people's viewpoints. each time i try to tell why i'm angry, you take it as i'm blaming you when i'm just trying to make you see from my viewpoint.

it takes two hands to clap. a fight needs 2 people to start. if there isn't any trigger events it wouldn't have started. i'm not an unreasonable person, coz for the things that i do, there's a reason behind them, but it is you who is unwilling to accept my reasons and take them as nonsense and me being crazy.

i'm so tired. probably i should just run to the other light at the end of the tunnel.

5:22 PM
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i'll be blogging less often coz i've moved home! limited access at home restricts me. no more unlimited access anymore!

sigh, and i still haven't found a job yet.

i'm so free nowadays. date me. =)

4:13 PM
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i am so glad i get to vote! and i just made my precious vote! and nope, i did not vote for the "self-declared government", coz i think they are only making use of us to maintain their monopoly power. the fact that they claim to be the government and people should vote for them is already showing that they are getting too complacent. they try all kinds of ways and means to get rid of the opposition and pass such unkind remarks to make themselves look good. is that what a true government looks like? if that's the case, well, they look ugly. the elitist structure is already pissing me off. no doubt we need to boost the economy by giving the rich more power, but not at the expense of the poor. the income disparity is rising, and not much efforts has been done to improve it. why should people be made to pay for upgrading services if they are really doing things to benefit the whole community? don't they know the opposition don't make their people pay when they upgrade? why are they funded selectively and only certain people get the funds? it makes no sense. now they're smart, make it the rule that for upgrading, ALL the citizens will have to pay 10% of the upgrading fees. talk about interests. look at hougang, the place where alot of elderly reside, how are they supposed to come up with the money when they are living on welfare support? 3 meals a day might even be a problem for them, and you epect them to pay.

we cannot deny the fact that the so called "government" has been doing things to improve the economy, and the is evidence that in my constituency, we have improved facilities, but all these come only when elections are nearing. how do WE as a people trust them? making unkind remarks about other people when they are not given a chance to prove themselves, is this the correct way? there is NO parliament now, so who can claim to be a minister? ministers pay is the highest in the world, what does this say?

i know i made the correct vote, and the government should be kept in check. probably the elites and middle class people might not agree with me, but standing from the viewpoint of a sociology student, and as one from the lower income families, i know how much is allocated to help the poor, and how we are being made poorer. i need voices to speak up for us, to fight for our rights. as a sociologist, it is in my interest to do this, likewise for the elites and middle class, it is for their interests. we each have our own interests, and i don't like the fact that it's favouring the rich. period.

3:53 PM
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my grandparents called me to wish me happy birthday, coz today's apparently 四月初四, which is my lunar birthday. to think that i've been stuck in hall for the past few weeks and haven't got the time to see them. it makes me feel so unfillial.

heard that my grandad fell while riding his bicycle, but thankfully he's ok now. phew. once my exams are over, i'll make time for them.

my lovely grandangels.

5:14 PM
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