Wednesday, August 31, 2005
i'm a BAD student coz i skipped 2 lectures today. ok to justify myself it was coz i couldn't bear to see oscar the grouch(the lecturer's pet name), and the other lect has got webcast! but still these are excuses, i juz felt like skipping them and end of story.
the days are getting tougher. loads of work on my hands and they're simply getting tougher and tougher, but at least i've got like nice group mates and tutorial mates so it makes up for the awful huge load of work. boohoo. i wanna go shopping but i don't have the time!
i think i need a haircut but i've got no time for one. should i say i'm too lazy to just go to the salon and get a decent haircut?
really tired everyday and i just wanna sleeeeeeeeeeeeeeeppppp.. stressed, tired and lonely. boohoo. no life no life! too much work!!
tomorrow's block A initiation ceremony, as i expected. i salute the dumb ass who said "formal wear is fine." on the slip of paper which was supposed to inform us about the "supper". but who cares man, i'm running away tomorrow night, probably with bik to holland v to chill old or just some place in school to study. i just don't wanna get 'initiated', since we're both new seniors. i'm getting too old for all these crap.
oh yes! i must mention fish burger's back!! yay! tommy's western food. haha. much better than the previous one which totally sux!! but still, the very first fish burger was much much better!!
i've been thinking about some stuffs lately. i see the drastic changes in people, my frens getting more and more materialistic, from simple girls to girls who lust after brands and 'hip' stuffs. wannabes? perhaps people change as they grow older and material wants seem to be taking up a large part of their lives. but still, it's saddening to see ur own frens evolve into something like that.
a long time primary school friend of mine commented over msn that i'm really different now, well, coz he hasn't seen me for ages since sec sch. but people do change, and the people around you change as well. i am no longer the quiet and easily bullied girl like in primary school. i'm a feminist who stands by my own virtues and principles. friends, only a few are worth keeping. like i always say, if you're not interested to contact me in the first place, you won't see me taknig the initiative to contact you either. friends who make the initiative to keep in touch with me, you guys are simply the ones worth keeping.
6:13 PM
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Wednesday, August 24, 2005
it's been a long long time since i last blogged. but for everyone's information, MY TAGBOARD IS UP AGAIN!!!!! *clap clap*
i find blogging pretty much a chore nowadays, or rather, i'm just super duper lazy, which i don't deny. hehe. lectures, tutorials, projects, assignments, they're really driving me nuts. i thank myself for choosing a room in A4, where i get to slack and be a phantom. and i'm really really grateful about it. life here is basically dinnering with hy, bik and the boys. no more late night suppers (yay! i won't get fat then!). ok my life sounds pretty boring huh?
the past few months weren't that smooth sailing. i guess honeymoon was over, but well that wasn't the point. the main thing was that i wasn't getting the respect that i deserved from him. and that led to a whole series of unhappy events. but thankfully everything's over. no more tears! (i'm not promoting johnson & johnson products btw). phew. at least now things are back on track and people!! please pray for me!! i've been inspired by damon to get into the dean's list this sem!! yeah enough bullshit and time to sleep.
12:43 AM
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Monday, August 08, 2005
finally it's the time for school to start, when i can start entertaining myself with more things such as school work. i miss school, perhaps it's my last yr of school, the time when i can actually sit back and enjoy with my friends, all those late night suppers, those long chats late into the night, those sinful indulgences in clubbing and of coz drinking parties! when can i ever find the chance to be able to do all these things again once i start working? it's going to take up such a big part of my life that i need to replan my daily routines. i need to set aside some time for each and everyone, including myself, and i hope to be able to achieve it. i just hope this last year of school will be something which i can remember for the rest of my life, be the one with the sweetest memories.
it was ps's nephew's man yue celebration yesterday. the baby simply looked so adorable!! his sis invited plenty of people, including all his relatives. stressful, to see of many people, and telling him to introduce me. but then again, though the meeting was like slightly awkward(coz it's the first time), i felt glad, coz it's a form of recognition by the people around him. food was good too. haha. i felt damn full after that. managed to catch the horny show 'wedding crashers', which was rather funny and horny. haha.
yes, i know my chatterbox has been down for some time, but i've been too lazy to actually reinstall it. i'll reinstall it when i have the time, so meanwhile just stay entertained with my ummm..boring blog..
12:21 PM
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