{Me}

boredchic
22 years on earth

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BOREDOM

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it's a cold day, where i just feel too lazy for anything. came back from hall today after a night. somehow hall dont't seem hyped up, like it used to be, perhaps coz of e fact that i'm OLD and don't feel like doing anything anymore. the people i love are gone and i wonder why i'm staying, partly coz of the convenience and for ps's convenience too, where he can dump everything in my room.

i'm like feeling drained, my hands are trembling for some unknown reason. work seems like to be the only thing i'm doing nowadays, but it's like draining me, i reallywonder how i'm going to survive my working life. somehow work's getting torturous, when i have no time to carry on, esp when i've got tuition still ongoing. thanks to this torturous timing, i'm falling sick, ok i'm already sick. this sux!!

i think my only consolement now is my pay day on the 8th! whee! another thing worth celebrating would be my eucerin pay cheque! i'm actually paid $6.50 instead of $6! they increased it! yay! i wanna have a feast to celebrate, but well, i'm too tired for fun now, really.

7:24 PM
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silence doesn't mean a reluctance to talk, sometimes it means to prevent anymore hurtful words. i seem to have this habit of remaining silent whenever i'm pissed.

anyway i'm going to play beach volley again this sun! yay! it's been long since i last touched a vball, the very sport that brought me so much joy, and pain at the same time. without vball, i wouldn't have made so many lovable friends, and of coz i wouldn't even know ps. but it caused me alot of pain as well. seems like things you love the most always hurts you the most. i've long let go of the painful memories, for what remains within me now are the beautiful ones. from secondary school to jc to hall, these friends always seem to be the ones closer to me, perhaps coz of our love for the same sport. through sports you can actually see a person's character, and it's true. my favourite auntie gui, my 2 little girls, and those boys juz brighten up my days with their whole load of nonsense. haha. really miss those days of vball with them.

my life is pretty much stable now, no more messing up and screwing up my life. i hope it'll always remain this way.

12:51 AM
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it was an enjoyable night out with ps and his friends at the chalet. met a whole lot of people there, all from tjc, but i don't know them anyway, can only recognise them. his classmates are nice people and full of crap, and it's nice that i can actually blend in with them and they are willing to accept me (given what i did to him like yrs ago). we heard mr kam's story of cat heaven, something which he made up to calm poor siah's sis, who had unfortunately, run over a cat with her car. it's amazing how he can actually make up such stories. yl must be a lucky girl. played mahjong with the boys while the girls went to sleep. ps was oblivious to the noise which we created, coz he was sleeping like a pig on the sofa. his friends realised how inter-connected i am to the people around them. it's such a small world isn't it? haha.

i've been too caught up with work, which will make the time i'm home be 11+pm. that sux, but for the money, i'm willing, and the people, i'm willing. i need the money to pay for my driving. haiz. really need some time off once this job ends.

past week had been one with nothing pretty exciting stuffs, just following ps to his gatherings and knowing his friends. i yearn for more excitment now that my love life has been fulfilled.

11:11 PM
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i can't believe it, i'm actually taking covering cq's duty on mon and wed, which means i'll be working from 9am til 10pm!! yes, call me crazy, but i can't reject it now. *sobz* thankfully the people there are nice and friendly and young! yay! that's the best consolation i can find.

ps's sis juz gave birth! now i've got a new baby to play with! wahahah!! i can't wait to see new baby boy!!

some funny stuff happened this week. yh smsed me!! i did talk to him over the phone during jc once but then we lost contact after jc. only met him in tampines a few time with his gf. now he's like single and he asked me to go JB eat, shop and watch movie with him! whahaha! imagine this coz he looks so goodie boy and shy but he's actually a closet flirt. comeon, i knew that long ago. wahaha. ps was like *jealous* when he saw that. hehe. but well, their similarity goes like this: dmn 4A- tjc - nus ChE boys. all sama sama. next mon's camp, ps will play around with yh. i shall sit back, relax and see how the drama goes. hehe. so exciting!!

ok i think i'm just too bored. data entry kills. help!!!

10:56 PM
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