Wednesday, December 28, 2005
i have alot of time on my hands, but i seem to be free when all my friends are busy. i think the reason is that my trainings are late at night which deprives me of the chances to go out and enjoy the night. this sux, completely.
i just attended another wedding, my cousin's wedding, a rather budget one coz they wanted to marry 100 days within his father's death. rubbish. just wait 3 years la. it's not as though he is very old. but it wasn't great last night. emcee spoke broken english and tables were so cramped up there was no space to walk and the place was so blardy difficult to find. BAH.
i wanna get out of school fast. graduate fast and start working. i have no interest in anything now, not even vball. the passion has died. i dun even feel like playing IHG with this biased coach around. i feel like moving out! i just feel like getting married and have a happy family of my own. i am so tired of this horrible life. BAH. arrghhh.. kill me.
ok time to sleep and wake up to a better tomorrow.
2:04 AM
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Sunday, December 18, 2005
my comp has officially crashed. i am damn sad! after 3 years it has finally crashed! but i wasn't the one who harmed it. it was mr chua la! *sob* it was ok but he went to download some crack til my comp really cracked. aawww. i am damn sad. BAH
but thankfully he got his other comp up for me. but i'm going to reformat my comp anyway. so it doesn't matter. bleah.
7:51 PM
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Wednesday, December 14, 2005
it's the IHG season again, time to train and train and train. but somehow my feelings towards trainings have changed. i no longer feel any passion for trainings. i train juz because i have to, and to keep fit as well(mind my 56.2kg mark). training just don't feel the same anymore. i have lost the drive. within a year, it dissipated slowly...
life now is just kinda boring, but i'm looking to more exciting stuffs the next few days! tomorrow's pride and prejudice time! whee! fridays' shopping for shoes at queensway! that's it for the week i guess. haha. but it's enough to keep me entertained at least. plus the cartoon movies which ps borrowed for me, at least i can entertain myself. sigh.
ps bought me a xmas gift! yay! for the first time. it's so not him. i'm so looking forward to xmas eve now! wonder where he'll bring me. haha. but well, i still have to wait til 7.30 pm for him to end work. BAH.
bored bored bored. find me more entertainment!
9:20 PM
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Sunday, December 04, 2005
exams are finally OVER. thats the end of my mugger days and boring stuck-in-hall days. finally freedom has descended and i can do whatever i want now(minus the trainings). i can eat wherever i want and go wherever i want! i'm so happy!
yesterday was i suppose, the last birthday party of this year for me. pretty asther's birthday! i went, regardless of whether the other girls were going or not, with ps of course. i mean how could i go alone! poor seming couldn't come coz of his buddhist committment, but he was nice enough to share the present with me, and he was kind enough to ask if he could go to the party to wish her happy birthday.
do you know why i still chose to go in the end? though i wasn't very keen on going either? even though i know the people there won't be people whom i know. here's my reasons:
i think it is very rude to sms people at the last minute and say that you can't go, especially when you've knida agreed to go in the first place. i think it is only basic respect and courtesy to go to a friend's 21st birthday party especially when you have been close or are close to that person before. another thing is that it is a 21st birthday, not any other age, so at least show some face. i can understand that it is difficult and tiring to plan a party, so i try to turn up to show appreciation to the host. and not having enough finances to buy the present is NOT a reason, because all a host wants is just a gathering and meet up for old friends especially. if you don't feel like going, say so earlier, not at the very last minute. all i can say about this kind of people is that they are very RUDE. i don't like this kind of people because they break their promise. never promise anything if you know you MIGHT be breaking it later. i seriously HATE this kind of IRRESPONSIBLE and RUDE people.
anyway ps was so kind to accompany me there. met some unexpected friends there, and 2 of our seniors, whom used to be his team mates and coincidentally, her cousin and cousin's bf. my life before training starts seems to be revolving around ps mostly. either meet him after work or go down to compass point to look for him during his lunch break. it's a boring place!! and i see ya kun there! i wanna eat the kaya toast! *sob*
and i finally went shopping with ms bird nest at tamp mall! only bought a top and nothnig much coz my lovely adidas jacket is out of stock. i'm so sad. BAH.
trainings from mon til sat. WTF. weird timings. i'm skipping mon trainings. i need to earn money!
one last thing: I HATE RUDE AND IRRESPONSIBLE PEOPLE!
8:19 PM
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