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Saturday, April 29, 2006

i hate the fact that people keep coming to me and ask about school stuff. i am NOT your nanny. can't you people just check the IVLE or email the tutor to ask? i am not obliged to tell you anything because in the first place, you haven't been doing your work, neither have you been keeping yourself up to date with the lectures and tutorials. each time there's a tutorial i have to tell you if there are any readings to be done, and now you're asking me how many lectures there are in total . the IVLE states it all. and giving the excuse that you checked but didn't see is not accepted, because it shows that you don't even bother to check properly and take for granted that i will tell you coz i know it all. even for the readings we had to print, i had to lend you the readings i printed, the readings i spent so much time at the library queueing and waiting for the machines. yet you happily asked me to lend it to you and finished copying them in less than a quarter of the time i took. i won't mind if you ask me a once or twice, but not ALL the time! i have my own things to do and not clear your unorganised schedule all the time. it's not as though when i ask u things, u are able to answer me. if you are going to spend all your free time watching tv and do things last minute, then don't come knocking on people's door and ask for tips or what. the tutor gives you a bad grade and you hate him, but have you ever thought that YOU deserved it? coz YOU waited til the last minute to do it and didn't follow the question's requirements, and on top of that, YOU depended on ME to determine the number to people to interview. if i did 10 then you did 5. so tell me, am i supposed to clean your ass when you flunk the exams coz you don't know what the course requires?

and i hate people who come to me at the last minute asking for notes coz they didn't go lecture. when exams are only a day away, you should have been prepared, instead of coming to me the day before to copy MY notes. i need to study as well. blame yourself if you don't bother to go class.

it's not as though i'm some selfish freak, but the fact is that some people are just plainly taking me for granted. they think i will provide them with all the information and willing to help. these are the people who do not do their work and want me to help. i help, yes i do, but i only give my help to those deserving ones. the ones who help me out and i help them. in short, the people who more NOT dependent on me TOTALLY. exams are killing me.

i need i BIG surprise. spice up my life please.

and i gotta move out of hall this weekend. i need a car. any volunteers to drive my things back home?? =)



10:35 PM
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Friday, April 28, 2006

2 more papers to go after 2 depressing papers. depressed mode. please let me graduate.

my final paper is my birthday present for this year. my birthday wish: Ace it! hahaha!

maybe i should save the birthday wish for hoping to secure a job soon!!

the first thing i am gonna do the moment i get my hands on my examination script this thursday: i'm gonna scribble -- HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO ME!!!

*sigh*

reality.



10:57 PM
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Tuesday, April 25, 2006

exams finally started, yet i still don'e feel any stress. i think i'll start feeling stress when companies don't reply to my resumes.

i'm sick of studying coz nothing goes in. i surf the net aimlessly and don't know what i'm doing.

life sux.



10:19 PM
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Wednesday, April 19, 2006

i met pussyjus at biz library yesterday, and he told me the origins of skin colour, why white, yellow, brown and black existed as the phenotypical characteristics of the 4 races. according to him...

everyone was supposed to wash themselves in this river which brought them good luck.
the caucasians went to wash first, therefore they are white (clean).
the chinese went in next, and because the water was dirtied by the caucasians who washed first, they came out yellow.
next were the malays. because the water was dirtied by the caucasians and chinese, they came out brown.
lastly, the indians went in. because the water was dirtied by the caucasian, chinese and malays already, they came out black.

what a wonderful story.

as for why the indians have a red spot, i presume they all fell and knocked their head and so it bled. this explains they red dot.

i'm juz being crappy.

but it was fun talking to pussyjuz and chor. haha.



10:56 PM
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Tuesday, April 18, 2006

i've been so bored that i'm blogging more often than i used to. i'm supposed to be studying but i just can't get it started. my mind keeps drifting off. i'm so unproductive. *sigh*

i was supposed to meet the bf at the library to study today. but it happened that he was earlier than me and so he went to find seats first. on my way there i smsed him...

me: u at the lib already? (cos i dunno if he reached already)

*no replies even when i'm reaching*
*so i called him*
*he hung up on me*
*then i received this sms*

the bf: ya

me: can u at least be polite enough to tell me where u are sitting?

the bf: same place la

well you can guess i was pissed. HOW THE HELL WOULD I KNOW WHERE YOU ARE SITTING WHEN YOU DON'T SAY??!! U THINK I HAVE PYSCHIC POWERS TO KNOW WHERE EACH AND EVERYONE WOULD BE SITTING IN THE LIBRARY IN THE FIRST PLACE??!! he knows he's supposed to meet me, and once you get a place there, tell me where you are sitting! if not when i sms you, tell me and not just give me a "ya". retarded.

nevermind about that. i forgot about that after awhile. i accidentally hit him on his back lightly and he scolded me. it was an ACCIDENT, not on purpose.

and then we fought.

he said i should have asked him where he was sitting. wtf. it was common sense. do i have to ask such common sense question? firstly, i didn't know if he was there already, so i asked him if he was there. secondly, upon knowing you have reached and have an appointment with someone, kindly let the person know where you are. such common sense, do i have to be his nanny and teach him? no wodner he said his IQ isn't very high. i think so too.

therefore it became my fault coz hitting his back ACCIDENTALLY was a more serious mistake that being retarded.

--end of story--

i'm so glad i got a B- for sociology of power! and i thought we would get a C or C+ the most. yay!

that marks the happiest thing for my day.

i really wanna go bangkok, or simply overseas, but despite me asking him since last year i think, he would just say "see how". how long am i supposed to wait for that "see how"? a few more months? 1 year or a few years? don't tell me to tell him how i feel, coz there's no point. i have tried. he simply avoided the topic or kept quiet. at least "see how" should encompass the reasons underlying it. but yet when i asked him to tell me his reason/s, he kept mum.

now i wonder what does he need a girlfriend for. he should just continue living his own life and in his own world.



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Monday, April 17, 2006

Nickelback

"Far Away"

This time, This place
Misused, Mistakes
Too long, Too late
Who was I to make you wait
Just one chance
Just one breath
Just in case there's just one left
'Cause you know,
you know, you know

[CHORUS]
That I love you
I have loved you all along
And I miss you
Been far away for far too long
I keep dreaming you'll be with me
and you'll never go
Stop breathing if
I don't see you anymore

On my knees, I'll ask
Last chance for one last dance
'Cause with you, I'd withstand
All of hell to hold your hand
I'd give it all
I'd give for us
Give anything but I won't give up
'Cause you know,
you know, you know

[CHORUS]

So far away
Been far away for far too long
So far away
Been far away for far too long
But you know, you know, you know

I wanted
I wanted you to stay
'Cause I needed
I need to hear you say
That I love you
I have loved you all along
And I forgive you
For being away for far too long
So keep breathing
'Cause I'm not leaving you anymore
Believe it
Hold on to me and, never let me go
Keep breathing
'Cause I'm not leaving you anymore
Believe it
Hold on to me and, never let me go
Keep breathing
Hold on to me and, never let me go
Keep breathing
Hold on to me and, never let me go



wonderful song. perfect to describe "that" very moment i missed him at "that" time.
no more letting gooooooo...............



10:07 PM
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Wednesday, April 12, 2006

this is funny. i'm a professional girlfriend! i should be called the GREEDY girlfriend instead, coz i'm on a bingeing mode.

You Are A Professional Girlfriend!

You are the perfect girlfriend - big surprise!
Heaven knows you've had enough practice. That's why you're a total pro.
If there was an Emily Post of girlfriends, it would be you.
You know how to act in every situation ... to make both you and your guy happy.
What Kind of Girlfriend Are You?



12:05 AM
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Tuesday, April 11, 2006

i've been feeling so lazy lately that i'm just bumming in front of the computer and sending resumes. i can't even get my ass down to study. it sucks.

looking on the bright side, ps's nephew likes me! he smiles when he sees me!

this seems to be my first post with a photo! ok now i don't think i know how to put all the photos properly and i'm lazy to do so. therefore i shall sleep!

btw, that was the place where we had sushi buffet for our anniversary! yay!!




1:47 AM
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Friday, April 07, 2006

i finally sent out my first resume yesterday!! *clap clap*

today i sent out a few more resumes. *yippee!*

but there has been no replies from any company. OBVIOUSLY!.

i'm just too bored and can't get started on studying.

been watching tv the whole evening.

i feel weird for no apparent reason.

the bf's is highly stressed now.

stupid simon is finally going to return me my coursepack tomorrow.

i miss the babies.

i miss shopping.

i miss dim sum.

i miss those drinking sessions.

i miss clubbing.

i miss my self-discipline.

i miss volleyball.

i think it's pre-working blues.



11:48 PM
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Tuesday, April 04, 2006

i'm disturbed.

by the fact that a close friend has kinda become a 3rd party. she finally got together with this guy whom she almost got together with but didn't in e past. but unfortunately, she got together with him 3 days after he broke off with his ex-gf. and it doesn't help that the ex-gf is ps's classmate. having heard the story from the ex-gf already, i have yet to receive the story from the close friend. she said she'll update me again, but well, she admits to being at fault too, partly.

i think the most important thing is that there are no rights and wrong to a relationship. how it starts and how it ends does have their reasons. who am i to judge all these reasons? i won't say who's really at fault because i do not have the ability to do so. but i would choose to blame the guy, for such a hasty break and finding new love. in other words, he cheated. and that's the most undesirable thing in a guy.

perhaps i have never liked 3rd parties, thus i'm reacting negatively towards it, but still, i hope that she will find peace within herself, and she will be happy with him. perhaps time will make people forget everything, or rather, people will choose to keep it at the back of their heads.

i wish you happiness my dear friend.

that was just a side note. i have happier events on hand. here's to the man who has sucessfully infiltrated my life for the past 1 year.

he is the man i love and hate. but given that love transcends all boundaries, the hate seems to be dissolved gradually.

HAPPY 1ST YEAR ANNIVERSARY!!!

p.s. bik is greedy to want an anniversary AGAIN. hahaha.






12:31 AM
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