{Me}

boredchic
22 years on earth

*loves:

*loathes:
BOREDOM

sisi
sheer
xying
bik
cheryo
jocie
SGN

 

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it seems like i haven't been planning for my future. in another one and a half yr's time i'll be graduating and it's rather frightening that i'm NOT even planning anythnig at all. feel so lost. i'm not one person to plan anythnig, in fact i hate planning. maybe the only thing i plan? how to have fun. i plan to own a car. yah, thats all.

dreams, ideals, ambitions, i can hardly picture them in my mind. sometimes i wonder why i'm in uni. i'm actually screwing up my whole life, and i can't live up to even my own expectations. wad do i do in hall?? i drink, club, watch tv, blast music, chat til wee hrs, anythnig BUT STUDYING.

i'm juz such a loser. haha.

somehow i think i need to start planning now. it's juz amazing how a simple breakfast at mac can get me thinking.

11:27 AM
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