{Me}

boredchic
22 years on earth

*loves:

*loathes:
BOREDOM

sisi
sheer
xying
bik
cheryo
jocie
SGN

 

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i dread the feeling of being sick, and l've been sick since the first day of training. the stubborn me simply refused to see the doc. now my cough's getting so bad i can't sleep at night, so i have to relent. i have to see the doc tomorrow. wonder why in the first place am i so stubborn. my stubborness has cost me lots of things. yes it did.
this xmas was different, i spent it with joyce and her friends. they're nice people, though i'm not a christian. went for a movie and drove down to east coast coffee bean for a short chat. it was simple, and the thrill?? i was sitting in a policecar! haha. yupz, the driver is a policeman, so well, i was sitting in a policecar. being out with people helps to stop my thoughts from running wild. i hope new year would be a simple but fulfilling one as well.
oh well, results are out. guess i'm just not cut out for studying. i'm not that depressed, coz i'm immune. i wonder how's his results. he's so smart, he's bound to get damn good grades. the silly me is thinking of him again. if only 1 day i could learn to let go of things which are not meant to be mine easily. all those pain, please go away.
this week shall be a fun and exciting one, wed is clubbing at zouk/phuture with sheer, sisi and tong. thurs shall be shopping at JB with sheer and sisi. fri shall be new yr party with sheer and sisi too! activities to keep me occupied, and to numb my pain. whatever it is this week shall be my crazy week. no strings attached. i hope after this week all will be fine.

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