{Me}

boredchic
22 years on earth

*loves:

*loathes:
BOREDOM

sisi
sheer
xying
bik
cheryo
jocie
SGN

 

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i'm back to square one.

it's freaking swollen now, not to mention sun's beach volley, tue's basketball, wed's shopping and clubbing.

but i believe it's only a temporary sign, which will cease by tomorrow.

shopping trip with jess and an impulse decision to go phuture on a wednesday night. it's been real long since 3 of us clubbed together, happily, just like the days of the past, when we first started clubbing together. reminicising those wonderful moments all over again.

sometimes, stubborness kills a person, and it killed me plenty of times. yes i'm stubborn. i refuse to give up though i've seen it with my eyes, i refuse to give up thinking everyone else is good by nature, i just refuse to give up no matter what. it's time for a change. i need change.

i've come to this conclusion that i need to make things clear to him once and for all. no point dragging things on and on. but unfortunately, i don't know where to start. i know it's time to make him give up on me, to realise we live in different worlds, to move on. i can't move on if he doesn't. but still, the first step is much tougher than expected. and at the rate he's trying to spite me with his words, it makes things even tougher. damnit. i feel as though we're back to square one, again.

5:00 AM
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