{Me}

boredchic
22 years on earth

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*loathes:
BOREDOM

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fate, or rather, self created chances today which turned out pretty well.

perhaps we just wanted to see each other face to face again and talk again, just the 2 of us. the opportunity came, and we grabbed hold of it, tightly. it's simply amazing how he could make a headstrong girl like me listen to everything he says.

i told him last night i was gonig back to school for class in the morning for my 10am class. he asked me if i needed a wake up call since i had to wake up at 8am. i managed to wake up on time and received his sms right after i left the house. i told him where i was and surprisingly he asked me if i needed him to wait for me at habourfront. i told him not to if he was running late for class and he didn't reply. and i thought that's the end, he's not going to wait. i smsed him where he was, and he was at habourfront mrt, waiting for me. i was elated inside but i didn't attempt to hide it. he gave a straight face. we strutted off to the bus stop, just the 2 of us, like what we used to do. we talked, with a little aura of awkwardness, but still we managed to continue our conversation pretty well, til we reached school. he was running late, coz i made him wait for 15 mins. but he didn't blame me at all.

you're the only person whom i can whine to and behave like a kid to. you make me feel like a princess. you make me happy. but why do you behave like you do? i believe you still miss me, if not why did you come for all my vball games? why did you bother to wait for me today? why do you bother to reply each and every one of my msgs? why do you bother to tell me off when i'm doing the wrong stuff? you act as though i'm someone you don't know in front of all our friends, but behind all these, your care for me never ceases. you know something? i need your recognition.

he's a lovely boy, but still i tell myself, amidst all these pining for him and missing him, we're just like 2 parallel lines, so close, but yet, we'll never meet.

forget me, find someone who deserves you more than me.

2:28 PM
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