{Me}

boredchic
22 years on earth

*loves:

*loathes:
BOREDOM

sisi
sheer
xying
bik
cheryo
jocie
SGN

 

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I WANNA PARTY!!!

it's been some time since i last partied. stupid events happened over the past few days, and what happened yesterday night made me feel particularly down and upset. i was just upset with him again, for not knowing how to love himself.

during our casual chat last night, i found out he went drinking with 2 friends and all of them got so drunk and just slept at the *H hall lobby til the next morning. i guess the whole argument started with me coz i was just upset with the fact he's drinking coz he's upset, though he didn't say. his best friend was also not in a very good mood too and so the 3 of them went to drink and drink. i'm really not against him drinking, but just why he's drinking, the reason behind it all. he didn't use to be like this. it set me thinking, why did he do all these? my words to him were like abit harsh, which showed my unhappiness, but his replies were like cutting deep into my heart. he told me he went 'purposely' when i asked him why he drinked so much. i told him maybe i shouldn't bother and he told me coz that's his problem. but thankfully he ultimately began to give way, trying to make me happy again, though he failed terribly at those few attempts. but it really sucked. damnit.

went off with SGN to jess's place to chat and that made the whole night more enjoyable. bought supper there and ate inside her air-con room! shared our views on relationships and talked for a few hours last night. ended up sleeping in her room. we realised we're all like entrapped with some stupid guy(s). wonder when all these wil ever end. but it was great, having a stupid war which ended with me being the very pathetic one.

well, one of these days this week, we're just going to party out, have loads of fun and make sure we go back feeling much better.

3:46 PM
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