{Me}

boredchic
22 years on earth

*loves:

*loathes:
BOREDOM

sisi
sheer
xying
bik
cheryo
jocie
SGN

 

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what does love mean to you?

do you ever ask yourself that? or ever asked before?

is it a feeling just to fill up the emptiness in your life, or is it something which makes you feel on top of the world? what exactly is love? is it an exchange? where u reciprocate another's feelings towards you?

why do people get hurt so much by it? to an extent that they might not forget for life. bad experiences cast a dark shadow over them, not allowing them to run away from it. they get stuck, unable to fend for themselves, and they can't retaliate. they try to hide, but the shadow seems to be able to have this miraculous ability to go wherever they hide. perhaps coz of the shadow that's been cast over them, they find ways to hide which results in them hurting themselves even more.

sometimes it makes me wonder, why do i fall in love? why do i allow myself to, when i know i don't really need a guy. but i guess he makes me feel safe and secure, which explains why i'm loving him more each and everyday.

thinking about the meaning of getting attached, why do people get attached? people do so for a variety of reasons, which i think one of the main reasons is they think they have found someone who really cares for them. but sadly there tends to be some people who get into a relationship just because they feel lonely, and they want someone just coz people around them all have someone special. call it peer pressure? oh well. i guess peer pressure just makes people do silly stuff.

somehow talking things out makes us feel so much better. the fear within me has subsided. with your assurance, i'm safe..

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