{Me}

boredchic
22 years on earth

*loves:

*loathes:
BOREDOM

sisi
sheer
xying
bik
cheryo
jocie
SGN

 

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he was a good man, who gave his all to his family. he was dedicated and a happy-go-lucky man, who always struck me as one with a sense of humour. but now, he's gone. though i never really interacted much with him all these years, i still feel uneasy now that he's gone. seeing his 2 grown children in tears, sadness seem to be surrounding the whole atmosphere. i can't help but feel upset for them, though i was never really close to them in the first place. but i guess the logic that blood is thicker than water still holds, at least for me. it's just kinda depressing when one of your kins left you just like that, without a word.

the sudden closure of his life led me to realise the fragility of life. i know one day people around me will be gone, and i know i won't have much time left with my grandparents. seeing the both of them getting weaker and weaker by the day tears my heart apart. i know when the day comes, i will crumble. after all, they were the ones who really brought me up and supported me til today. they gave up things for themselves for me and my brothers. i really feel indebted to them. i hope they'll stay with me for at least 5 more years, to see me graduate, get a job, be successful and hopefully, get married. i know they're wishing for that. just look at their delighted face when ps went their place for the first time.

i know this sounds dumb, but i'm actually hoping to get married when they're still around. haha. but that is if anyone wanna marry me.

so long, uncle. you'll be missed.

10:43 PM
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