{Me}

boredchic
22 years on earth

*loves:

*loathes:
BOREDOM

sisi
sheer
xying
bik
cheryo
jocie
SGN

 

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i hate it whenever i get known as your 'friend' around your friends. it makes me seem as though i'm like some hideous creature, or perhaps disclosing my status would make you lose face. it makes me feel i'm not good enough for you. even when the people are people whom we know, i still get known as your 'friend'. did you ever understand how i felt when you told him that you were at 'a friend's' hostel when you were obviously in my room for the night, and using my computer to msn him. hello, we all know each other. is there something you need to hide from them? i know, you need to hide me from them, COZ I'M HIDEOUS. with your those damn faculty friends whom you say you don't give a damn about, i'm still your 'friend' as well. what difference does it make to me whether i'm ur 'gal' or ur 'friend'? every girl yearns to be recognised, or given a status in a relationship. here i am, stuck in one which totally condemns me. i ask why? and the answer was, because those people are not important to you, so they don't have to know much about you. how i wish you could understand what a girl needs. a girl needs TLC. in case you don't know what TLC is, it's Tender Loving Care. you always have time to talk to your friends online when doing your work, but not even to spare me 5 mins after your work. it's always the case. no wonder i wish to be your friend rather than your gal.

in short, i'm just put aside at the back of your mind when you've got people around you. well done.

2:48 PM
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