{Me}

boredchic
22 years on earth

*loves:

*loathes:
BOREDOM

sisi
sheer
xying
bik
cheryo
jocie
SGN

 

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when actions speak louder than words, no amount of explaining yourself will help.
when you try to portray yourself as the fillial one, how true it is shows when you appear only at those designated times.

disappointed with the things you have done, disappointed with the duty you have not fulfilled, disappointed with the way you have been trying to run away from things, disappointed with the way you have been shifting and csating aside your real responsibility.

i don't deny the other side is treating you better and perhaps you feel more warmth when you are there. but i feel that we should be there for our own kin when a problem arises, and not seek shelter at another person's home. how many years have i carried this burden and responsibility for you? i think it's time you took it back. no amount of persuading nor scolding nor reasoning seem to penetrate your mindset coz your mind is saturated with those devilish thoughts.

i have lost you, and i need to seek you back. i wish to seek you back, but the future seems bleak.

10:50 PM
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