{Me}

boredchic
22 years on earth

*loves:

*loathes:
BOREDOM

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it's over.

after 1 year 5 months 13 days. i've put a full stop to it. something which i used to hold so dear to my heart, something which i used to view as a godsend.

i decided it's time to end it all, better early than never.

no more waiting the whole day for that single call or sms, which don't come most of the time.
no more waiting for that single apology for wronging me.
no more getting shouted at for no apparent reason.
no more having to tolerate all those accusations.
no more having to deal with "i just don't like it".
no more having to understand without being told anything.
no more being accused of starting a fight when i'm not the one who started it.
no more being referred to as "friend".

one should not assume the other party knows something, just because he/she has been with you for quite some time. if you don't say, do not expect the other party to understand. we're not trained to read people's minds coz we're all made differently.

now it's time for you to reflect on your own doings, instead of accusing me for starting a fight just because i'm not happy you went out with your friends yesterday. i'm not. i have no issues with you going out with them. totally. i'm not that petty, even towards your faculty friends.

hanging up on me was not a gentlemanly gesture. i certainly do not like it, so do you.

telling me you've been facing alot of stress these few months when i told you it's over doesn't solve the problem. the fact is, you never told me, so do not expect me to understand something which i was not told of. i'm not god.

repeated warnings to you, you refused to heed, so do not blame me for doing this the hard way.

11:47 PM
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