{Me}

boredchic
22 years on earth

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bloggie is getting dusty..and i don't even bother to dust it.

I just did something on sat, I have no idea whether it is wrong or right, but I just felt like it. I destroyed whatever stuff given by his ex that I could find in his cupboard. This included 2 love letters, 2 love cards, 1 makeover photo of her (eeeewwww), 1 lovegety card of them (so passe), 1 pendant bearing their chinese names and took out all the hearts and stars in the heart shaped bottle she gave him. I felt better after that. Definitely. I remember mentioning that I don't feel comfortable with those things, but he said, he doesn't even remember what stuff he keeps in his cupboard. Since that is the case, he won't even remember they existed, and it wouldn't be of a concern to him even if I destroyed them. I'm kind enough, to at least leave that heart shaped bottle intact and the stupid windchime (or whatever you call that) in ther respective boxes. I know, he doesn't even have her mobile, only her MSN and they seldom talk, but hell, I just don't like the ans he gave me previously. It's not I don't trust him, it's the sluts I don't trust, and that includes those that THROW themselves at him (and she did so they got together in the past).

He went for his company DND on sat nite, and told me only on Thurs nite, when he jolly well knew the exact date long ago. Perhaps this was the trigger event. Thereafter, he went to the pub with his colleagues. He went at 11.15pm in a cab, claiming that they dragged him there. I called at 11.30, no ans. 11.45, no ans. He called back at 11.50 and I asked him what time will he be coming back, and he said he "wanted to stay a little while more to chat". I was at his place since fri nite, and he went to work at 5.30am in the morning, which means I had been ALONE in his house for the whole day. 12 midnight, I smsed him "are u coming back soon?" he said in ten mins. I replied him n he didn't ans for 10 mins, til e was on the cab and said he is on the cab. I questioned why so late and he said coz he went to the pub after the DND ended at 11.15. now, can't he simply inform me that he was going? I would definitely agree. He lied. and yes, I am sore about it. His poor gf had been waiting at his house the whole day coz he asked me to stay there and I couldn't go out. Usually when I go to the pub, I would have to seek permission from him coz I know he HATES it. So now why the double standard now? He can go as and when he likes, but I need to report to him? NOT FAIR.

therefore I tore up whatever I could, albeit into smaller pieces. Those were unimportant remnants of his past that he couldn't even remember.

Surprisingly, this time he was so submissive to me since he came back on sat night. I suppose he knew he is wrong, but as usual, he won't even say sorry. But at least his actions shows it, and I can feel it. At least I know what he is like.

I only hope my wish can be fulfilled in 2 years time.

11:38 PM
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