{Me}

boredchic
22 years on earth

*loves:

*loathes:
BOREDOM

sisi
sheer
xying
bik
cheryo
jocie
SGN

 

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i wonder what administered those thoughts in my mind. I ought to be shot.

i know i am absolutely enjoying the kind of attention being showered on me, but i can't reciprocate. i shouldn't allow those kind of behavior on myself, but sadly, i can;t help it. i am missing those pieces, and perhaps this is one of the ways to seek compensation. subconsciously, i can't believe i am feeling happy. i wonder why in the world did i turn out to be such a lover of attention nowadays. the banking industry has eroded my principles. help. i feel evil. this society is simply too complex.

I can't comprehend those actions towards me, neither can i understand why. but before certain things are spoken, let's just leave at that THAT. no assumptions will be made.

11:58 PM
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